a cup of hot coffee… • 07.19.08
and 2 slices of oatmeal bread with peanut butter crunch stirred away my drowsiness. When you lay your head too low on the chair, chances are you’ll get a stiff neck later or you’ll get yourself drowsy. And I got the latter.
It’s a very lazy Saturday morning here in the office with a very, very few people in the workstations. Good thing I’m not in the graveyard shift this week for I won’t suffer the 2-mortal syndrome. Hehehe! Anyways, have you experienced waking up one morning and feeling like the world has changed? And all your previous intense feelings vanished with it, and every little nonsense emotions that were attached to it. And all you can feel is a large space of gap, a blankness, an emptiness. You cannot feel anything and you’re wondering what’s happening to yourself. You feel so free, yet you don’t want to enjoy that freedom, but you’re contented and seemed happy that it became that way. This is really a weird, weird feeling. It’s like becoming someone again. It seems like I’m being rebooted. And it’s really not my will to become like this. It just happened and I’m not really sure what to feel.
On the other hand, I’ll be catching the 3:40pm trip of Ocean Jet this afternoon. I hope the trip will be smooth and uneventful. Hmmn…As for the moment I’m grabbing everything that life has offered me. I always believe that shying yourself from anything is like losing an opportunity to discover the main recipe of the main dish. You should not be content with the side dishes and appetizers. Grab and eat the main course. And don’t just end there. Manage to learn the recipe so that you’ll be the one cooking your main course later. And please don’t forget the desserts are yummier too. *winks*
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