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I think I’m in Love…12.20.07

I’m falling in love with this poem…whhhewww! Such savagery as raw a raging a lion…Ahehehe. Another work of art by klit-shy, my co-deviant at devianart.com. Check this out…

aDieu mUsikErO. aDieu.

Since birth, I wanted to marry
a musician.

as of now,
someone who sings in the toilet loves
me as if I am the last orchestra,
his fingers strum the flat tires
and
his voice amuses me on or before my
menstrual insanity.

That childhood want grew into a need
at some points of my life.

This very moment,
I am attending its own funeral
and, I am the first person after
the car where I could see its coffin, blurring

an hour away,

I am going to be his jazz,
for it’s him who memorizes my blues and beats

in the evening,
I am going to be his bossanova,
for my kisses would be silent but lingering
sensual

at midnight,
I, his heavy metal
for he is certain,
when I have his flesh on my mouth,

I deserve

a STANDING ovation.

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Sorry11.29.06

wooossshhh…it’s not all the time that i say sorry…so sorry for everything…sooo sorry… i don’t need to mention names…you know who you are…blah..blah…blah…LMAO?

I’m sorry of being so emotional
I’m sorry of being so possessive
I’m sorry that I cry for you
I’m sorry because I can’t live without you

I’m sorry for the tears you shed
I’m sorry for the damage I made
I’m sorry I’ve made you sick
Sorry I hurt you so deep

I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights
I’m sorry for each and every fight
I’m sorry for your pain & agony
I’m sorry for the missing harmony

I’m sorry for my selfish love
I’m sorry for not caring enough
I’m sorry for my restlessness
I’m sorry for the losing grace

I’m sorry my friend I made you mad
I’m sorry darling you are so sad
Sorry for not giving you any happiness
Sorry because it’s my disgrace

I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much
I’m sorry I always miss your touch
I’m sorry of being so mad about you
I’m sorry for my every blue

I’m sorry of being so immature
I’m sorry now that can’t be cured
I’m sorry of being myself
I’m sorry that I’ve failed

I’m sorry and sorry again
I’m sorry of being insane
But believe me that I love you
Should I say sorry for that too?

~eod~

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Living End10.06.06

Hidden days of future past
fill this mortal coil
Faces old and ruined through
returning to the soil
Time to end the deceiver’s reign
and her father’s rule
Once more to feel the old gods’ wrath
Their power swift and cruel
Wrapping fears in peaceful dark
Comfortable and cool
Mortal lifeblood spilling out
into a morbid pool
Prisoner in this immortal shell
for 21 friggin’ years and more
Powerful beyond compare
Enlightened to the core
Free the Beast of Ages Past
Destroy the fragile Cage
Time to start the Living End
And close the Darkened Age

~eod~

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+Angel of Blood+09.22.06


alone in the immortal
I am quiet chasm
letting me slip down
even deeper into the abyss

sent headlong
into the path
I visit myself in dreams
confronting visions
of who I really am

and in my therapy
I find you
alone in the darkest room
and come to you
under velvet covers
to steal the memory
of my visit
away from your tearful eyes

when with my leading hand
I take your hair
and pull your head back gently
to expose the perfume
the tender skin
beneath the cover

and you wake
to little surprise
embrace me as you have
a thousand times
drawing me near
your feeding vein

luscious giver
of life…

precious continuum…

I slip back into the night
before the break of dawn
to rest another day
that I might visit upon you
and your spring
of crimson wealth

my silent
angel of blood

~eod~

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