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That day would definitely come. The date most of us seem to suppress in our subconcious minds. Others may find it very disgusting to talk about and would fail to see its significance. People may look at it on their own way of interpreting things. Picture it out on their own perspectives and draw conclusions that are mostly harbored from what their faiths made them to believe. A few would just shrugged it off and swore never to think of it again, for they see it as very frivolous and it is neither an alternative for any topics of discussions and the likes.

Death. Whilst the sound of it may frustrate anyone or some may find it horrible and lethal to discuss, a few are really contented just to hear the finality of the word that in an odd way it brings them infinite peace and serenity. Death. This word echoes floods of unanswered queries and made havoc to those searching minds who are in quest to find the mystery that lurks behind the aftermath of its finality. And for those who are courageous enough to face it’s fatal sweetness, its like a gift shrouded with unfathomable darkness. This is because they know that only those enlightened ones who braved themselves to venture the unknown can see its truest essence.

And I immensely enjoyed the season sooo much! Whew! Today is the 1st of June and I just made the toughest decision ever. I hope this is the best thing to do and I hope that there would be no regrets.

I just discovered that having lots of alternatives is not easy at all. It’s so hard to choose from lots of great choices. It’s not easy to choose specially when all the choices are dearest to your heart. But then, at the end one should make one. And that is what I just did. It is really scary because every decision you’ll make has it’s own consequences. And most mortals are afraid to commit mistakes and so do I. But as what my favorite philosopher said…

“There are no mistakes! Events that we bring to ourselves, no matter how unpleasant are necessary to learn life; whatever steps we take, they are necessary to reach the peak we want to go.”

And I know that Osho is definitely right and I’m forever thankful to all his teachings for they serve as guides in my everyday life. Anyways, here are few pics last 17th and 18th of May during our Forum outing. More pics can be found in my friendster account.

This is the second time that I met a teacher who is so passionate, and very devoted to his profession. The first time was when I was in highschool, and it was Mr. Candano, my English teacher. Now, it’s prof. Espiritu, my philo teacher.

The common ground of these two fellows, is they see to it that every person would feel special every time they’re around. These kind of people are so rare to find and so precious to lose. Anyways, here are photos of my philo class last semester…

This afternoon, as I went to Sir Espiritu’s table in the faculty room to let him sign my AdMat form for Philo 171, I was actually surprised he still remembers my fondness of Osho, and he told me to look for Osho’s lecture in YouTube. I hope to meet more people like him…just wishful thinking…(coz i know most people out there are too stiff…)

My God is my source of strength and power. My God resides within me. My God is not jealous. My God doesn’t punish me everytime I commit mistakes. My God just let me learn my lessons in every mistakes and failures I did and encountered. My God is not a supernatural being. My God is not a he or a she. My God is my will, my faith, and my life. My God is everybody’s God, but most people just attributed theirs to what the society dictates them. My God lives and dies with me. My God stays forever with me.

This life is meant to be lived not to be analyzed or to be debated at. We are not here to impress each other but to enjoy our life’s journey towards the limitation of our being a human. Frankly speaking, one should not seek for a meaning because it’s already there. Seeking or finding is not the correct term. It should be “recognizing” ones meaning. I had easily recognized my meaning because I’m not dwelling in the past nor I’m obsessively anticipating the future. What I’m doing is I’m living my present to its fullest and I treat anything as if it’s my last. It is only in this way that I could truly enjoy my life. I’ve seen a lot of people who just died and missed so much of their lives. It’s better to do anything you want rather than regretting at the end because of not doing anything.

Ehem…one of my fave philosopher…In any other way, I can tell that he’s the most practical one I’ve known…I used to hate Indian people before but this bearded guy changed my construct…hahahahahaha…

I really like this statement from his book:
“Life is a journey—an endless journey. Do not analyze. Just enjoy the journey. Pity you!—in your obsession for the destination, you miss to appreciate the beauty of the journey itself. There is no goal—if life has a goal, then when you reach the goal, you have become imprisoned by your own goal—you have become less by your goal. What we have in life is a series of journeys. In fact it is the journey alone that counts.” (in Rajneesh Osho’s book, If you see the Buddha; That is not the Buddha–Slap it! Pune, India: Osho Ashram, 1995; p. 163) .

I’m just wondering how many mortals out there could relate to this? Hmmmn…Osho hit me straight to the face…He’s right! Oftentimes people are so goal-oriented they forget to enjoy their life. Hmmmn…Katulgon nako…Sunod adlaw nasad…hekhek…