Empress Of Drac.Com

I’m so sleepy but I cannot sleep(toinx!). My tonsil hurts a lot and I feel sooo tired. I guess I ate a lot of fruit salad yesterday. That is the reason why my throat has been infected. I know I really can’t resist the temptation of overeating yummy foods. I’m such a sucker for sweets and well, my goal to lose weight was put aside for the sake of gluttony. What a shame!

My friends’ comment when they see me is always “You’re fat!” Grrrrr! WTF! I’ve been dieting for two weeks now and all I can hear is that friggin’ comment. Hukhukhuk! How I wish I can get back the body I had when I was working in Global Grant. Maybe I should practice the habit of eating oatmeal again during lunch. That way I can attain my goal of losing weight. Hahaist…

Irish’s Wedding

A wacky pose with the bride

Anyways, last Saturday was Irish’s Wedding. And as usual I overate and well, no dieting for that day. How can you diet when you are surrounded with yummy foods? I guess I should not attend occasions like that for I will definitely lose my cool. And I would definitely end up becoming an old fat hag. How pathetic. ):

I’m actually happy that she’s settling down and I guess she’s really into that kind of stuff. I mean some people are really into marriage and some like me are well, maybe destined to spinsterhood? Hehehe! I’m actually thinking how would I look like if that’s my predestined fate. Tsk…tsk…I guess there’s no such thing as predestined fate. I mean it’s all in your hands. You’re the one who’s in control of your life. And I guess those old maids I know don’t really want to marry because they are more in love with their single life. Am I right?

And so, and so, and so…Hehehe!

The urge to dodge is a little bit disturbing. The thought of not painting the scene seems regrettable. And to do it intentionally is out of question.

I went to Prime Care, SM this afternoon to have a physical check up. My sup urges me to have one because my right throat is not only unusually bigger than the left, but there’s a new small lump on my left neck. I had a thyroid panel test and I will go back tomorrow for the result. I hope it’s just benign. I can’t accommodate any bad news nowadays. I’m still in the process of fixing up emotional throes and it’s really a disadvantage to be a weakling physically. That’s the very last thing I wanted to happen to myself. Please God spare me from all diseases. *crossing fingers*

Bohol Trip

My trip to Bohol last Saturday went well. I never expected to travel to Panglao on Sunday. I thought I’ll be spending the whole Sunday roaming around Tagbilaran and watch movie at ICM. But it turned out the other way. I went to Panglao with my friend’s siblings and cousins. I spent the whole day swimming in the beach because it was a cloudy and rainy day(I wouldn’t have done it if it’s a sunny one because of my “skin color issue”…hihi). All in all it’s a great trip. (:

EOD

Whew! My bouts of “amnesiac” tendencies attacked my nervous system very early this morning. Hihihi! I went back two times in the house because I left my things. As I was walking in the alley to the hi-way I just remembered that I left my bloody cellphone. So, I went back. The people in the house were still asleep because for god’s sake it’s still 4:30 in the morning. I had already locked the door that’s why I shouted so that my mother will open it. And so, I did get my cellphone. Walking back again in the alley my mind was working again and at that moment I remembered that I left my atm and credit cards. I hesitated for a while. I was near the hi-way and I was walking in high heels and it’s too tiring to go back to the house again. But then I need to get my atm card for it’s payday today. I need to withdraw some cash to pay my credit bills and other stuff. And so I went back to the house and called out my mother again.

Whew! Good thing I came here in the office 5 minutes before my log in time. Hahaist…these bouts of “forgetfullness” always disturb me. I mean it’s not normal anymore. I often forget. One time I found myself somewhere and forget why I was there. Gosh…this is actually not a rare incident. I was like this when I was in highschool, but it seems to become severe now that I’m getting older. Tsk..tsk…I always forget about things and it causes so much hassle to me…

Anyways, I’ve been busy these days of work and for the outing this Saturday. Tats came by in the office yesterday to give the money for the lechon. I’ve already made the order for the lechon at CnT yesterday. The order cost 3k and I will drop the down payment today at CnT, Ayala. I will also meet maibe and roni at Ayala this 4pm. Hmmmn…and I’m also in some “decision-dilemma” nowadays. I guess one of the hardest part in growing up and in life is making decisions. It’s because in every decision you will make it has always a consequence and you should always be brave and tough to accept consequences and be responsible for whatever it will cost you.

I guess that’s all for today folks. Hihihi. I’ll go back to work. Ciao.

EOD

Wacky, intelligent, gorgeous, talented, boyish, sophisticated, and everything. That’s Kooki of multiply.com. Ahehehe. I won’t reveal here who she really is. You better check her link in this post so that you’ll know. Ahehehe. Anyways, I visit her site every now and then and I always see interesting and nice stuffs there. She’s…(I’m “speakless”). Ahehehe. I find her recent post very nice and helpful that’s why I decided to repost it here…I hope you can get some clues and maybe some help or tips or the likes…Ahehehe…Jah bless…

Losing My Pollution

The 5 things we can do to clean up our act!

1. the guts to eat the right stuff. junk tastes gooood but try drinking as much water as you can. then watch what you take in cos it can make you or break you. an electric juicer is still the best tool for gulping up the desired, but often dreaded, greens

my cousin and i have detox dates, never complete without the cucumber-carrot-apple-honey shake! you can also try adding a few malunggay leaves. according to a nutritionist I know, malunggay supposedly has 3x more calcium than milk and 7x more vitamin C than orange juice

TIP: don’t make the mistake of trying to process fresh malunggay into a shot glass… malakas pala tama nun para kang nag tequila!!! you’ll be hit by a serious migraine, cold sweats and a possible fainting fit.

2. get out of your comfort zone… do something. do one thing every week that scares you. slap yourself when you get crazy lazy & it’s not an official holiday. shake your boo-tay when you like the music you hear, cos angels aside, you are down and depressed sometimes! think of what, in the 9 lives of a cat, you believe in… you have to believe in SOMETHING… make yourself useful. puwera plastikan.

3. compliment someone (and mean it). I read this somewhere before and it’s so great. there isn’t a snowball’s chance in hell you wouldn’t get a kick out of it– it works with anyone cos everyone is somewhat vain and wants a compliment! how bout saying THANK YOU to someone… or making a peace offering… there has to be someone you haven’t talked to in a while?
make peace, not war. make loooove, not war.

4. find something to LIKE. a new film? song? out of the box idea? a new dream job? a new tambayan? something about your PAST? laugh. try it now, smile. makes you feel good already i’m sure. laugh cos something’s funny, laugh cos you find something ridiculous. laugh cos it’s good for you. laugh cos you can.

5. never allow anyone to say you don’t have a BACKBONE. take a break. know when & why you have to be fair to yourself. know how to cry whether out of relief or remorse. know when something is hurting you. know when something is an act of truth or just an act, period. know when something is, or isn’t, good for you. don’t stress yourself out about it all… rest, and try to see why you should be proud of your decisions.

check Kooki’s webby here…

What is HPV? It’s an incurable STD that infect about 40% of sexually active individuals in the county. HPV stands for Human Papilloma Viruses. I incidentally read about this in a mag somewhere in Ayala. The common symptom or sign that you are contaminated with this virus is the appearance of warts in your genitals. I googled and found this…

Human papillomaviruses (HPV) are common viruses that can cause warts. There are more than 100 types of HPV. Most are harmless, but about 30 types put you at risk for cancer. These types affect the genitals and you get them through sexual contact with an infected partner. They are classified as either low-risk or high-risk. Low-risk HPV can cause genital warts. High-risk HPV can lead to cancers of the cervix, vulva, vagina, and anus in women. In men, it can lead to cancers of the anus and penis.

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